Fiction

It's not who you are. It's who you want to be.

11, May 2012

You the only thing that i can’t have and only wish and dream to have for the rest of my life. I know where i stand and that means i have to let you go and moving forward. 

8 May, 2012

I have no one else but you. Wish you could realize how much you meant to me. Because i’ll always be here, waiting for the moment when you realize my existence.

3 May 2012

I have no choice but to move on. Away from you. 

Waiting..

How is it that I’ve fallen in love with you
How can it hurt this much
Never before have I ever wanted someone this much
If I say I miss you about a thousand times, will it reach you
If I try crying and fussing, will you know my feelings?

Should I trying hating your name about ten thousand times
Shoud I just count the resentments
Although this love has already grown so much
Since you are not me, you probably don’t feel the same
Yes, I was the one who liked you more than you liked me

Even if my feelings are hurt 9 times, I prefer smilling even just once
Since I’m happy by your side
I’ve never comfortably scowled in dislike even once
It was as if I could do anything you asked

Even if it’s like a 1000 year long wait, I still prefer seeing you
One day, for one month, like that, one year
Though knowing you won’t come, I keep turning around
Waiting, waiting… I fall asleep…

When will I be able to comfortably see you
When will I be able to discard all this desire
Because I want to know everything about you
Since when has it been living, hidden inside of me
Becoming a deeply embedded thorn that I simply can’t remove

Even if my feelings are hurt 9 times, I prefer smilling even just once
Since I’m happy by your side
I’ve never comfortably scowled in dislike even once
It was as if I could do anything you asked

Even if it’s like a 1000 year long wait, I still prefer seeing you
One day, for one month, like that, one year
Though knowing you won’t come, I keep turning around
Waiting, waiting, I fall asleep…

I’m saving it for you and can’t give it to anyone else
For me, it’s only you, if not you
I’m more comfortable alone, so like yesterday, here,
The one waiting and waiting… is me…

April 12, 2012

Don’t point out everyone’s mistake, because we also have one. Don’t judge, because you have no right to judge other people. Enough said. 

sarah4thesoul:

its-macyadm:
Promise NothingJust do what you most enjoy doing.Hidden benefit: You will always over-deliver.
Offer NothingJust share what you have with those who express an interest in it.Hidden benefit: Takes the pressure off of wanting other people to see you as valuable or important.
Expect NothingJust enjoy what you already have. It’s plenty.Hidden benefit: You will realize how complete your life is already.
Need NothingJust build up your reserves and your needs will disappear.Hidden benefit: You boundaries will be extended and filled with space.
Create NothingJust respond well to what comes to you.Hidden benefit: Openness.
Hype NothingJust let quality sell by itself.Hidden benefit: Trustability.
Plan NothingJust take the path of least resistance.Hidden benefit: Achievement will become effortless.
Learn NothingJust let your body absorb it all on your behalf.Hidden benefit: You will become more receptive to what you need to know in the moment.
Become No OneJust be more of yourself.Hidden benefit: Authenticity.
Change NothingJust tell the truth and things will change by themselves.Hidden benefit: Acceptance.

This seems a lot more difficult than it sounds..

sarah4thesoul:

its-macyadm:

  1. Promise Nothing
    Just do what you most enjoy doing.
    Hidden benefit: You will always over-deliver.
  2. Offer Nothing
    Just share what you have with those who express an interest in it.
    Hidden benefit: Takes the pressure off of wanting other people to see you as valuable or important.
  3. Expect Nothing
    Just enjoy what you already have. It’s plenty.
    Hidden benefit: You will realize how complete your life is already.
  4. Need Nothing
    Just build up your reserves and your needs will disappear.
    Hidden benefit: You boundaries will be extended and filled with space.
  5. Create Nothing
    Just respond well to what comes to you.
    Hidden benefit: Openness.
  6. Hype Nothing
    Just let quality sell by itself.
    Hidden benefit: Trustability.
  7. Plan Nothing
    Just take the path of least resistance.
    Hidden benefit: Achievement will become effortless.
  8. Learn Nothing
    Just let your body absorb it all on your behalf.
    Hidden benefit: You will become more receptive to what you need to know in the moment.
  9. Become No One
    Just be more of yourself.
    Hidden benefit: Authenticity.
  10. Change Nothing
    Just tell the truth and things will change by themselves.
    Hidden benefit: Acceptance.

This seems a lot more difficult than it sounds..

(Source: gokubrandyn, via herroashley)